Monday, 31 March 2008

Roller-Coaster On My Mind...

It's a happy preoccupation... but I feel it's slowly going to mount to a kind of nervousness .

It's what I want to do, but time is not on my side, especially with Max being more sticky recovering from a running nose and me having a sore throat (Just starting to get drugged today for the the next 4 days. Doctor's order.)

I'm happy planning, imagining, trying to picture certain scenarios...

Then I get nervous with all the "what if's":
What if it rains?
What if there's a sudden crowd at that certain location this weekend?
Should we change venue?
What if...

Oh, must start preparing the boys mentally on meeting new friends.

Oh, gotta start on some handcrafts now that the boys are fast asleep and I'd had an hour's nap.

Excited, anxious... butterflies in my stomach...

Feels like I'm planning for a trip overseas.
It's that kind of excitement and nervousness.
A Roller-coaster ride within.

(Breath.... breath.)

p/s- Must resist temptation to venture into other people's blog... for tonight at least.
No time. No time.


Ann said...

hahaha.....we all udnerstand if anything happens! Worse come to worse we will all head over to YOUR PLACE ! hahaha!

Take it easy or you will fall more ill than ever and end up not being able to talk to us at all! :)

Jennifer said...
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Jennifer said...

Hope you feel better, Kin. I understand the temptation too well. Once I start reading a blog (it can be a total stranger), I can't stop.

A gift from God said... exciting.... :) but make sure you take care of yourself!

Moomykin said...


But if all else fail, we may just have to end up Marco's Pizza or KFC. hahaha...

It's actually been ages since I planned anything for myself. In fact, this is considered major for me. The last party I had was when I was ...14 I think.



How are you? So glad you dropped by at last (as in leaving your mark).

Hope all is well in Texas.
Send our love to your family.


a gift from god,

Thanks. I will.

Looking forward to this weekend. :)

Our Jouneys.... said...

huh for one moment I couldn't understand wat you are saying...ah one of those days...

take it easy...take care

Moomykin said...

our journeys...

Thanks. Planning a meet up for some people, so excited but got a lot to do. Am glad for a change and some excitement in my life beside the usual thrills with the boys. :)

You take care too.